there are things u know
you shouldnt do....
things u said uve learned
but u know its a lie
u try to tell urself
i can do this..i can fight this
but really...u know u cant
i know this for a fact
its hard to fight..
one tear...one cut..
some blood..more
soon after u have so many
cuts everywhere...
soon u cant wear tops...
have to hide the scars..
u know u cant live this way...
u tell some friends
they listen..they "help"
u know it does nothing..
u have to help urself...
then u think...
im nothing...meaningless
forgotten..do i matter?
do they really like me?
am i alone?
then u write about death
everythings ok
right?
no...u think ur fine...
2 days later....another cut
10 more cuts....
the warm blood comes down
so fast...feels sooo good
u like it...u have cuts everywhere
wht is it?u dont understand?
theres ur body..lying there
ur friends weeping over u...
u couldnt stop..
u needed this
u should have went to them...
now ur gone...
everyone is crying...
even urself...
god im so stupid!