So hard to write
with your fingers through the ringer
I never had imagined it'd be so,
I wish that i could cry
for all the things i've left behind
I never thought I'd ever let you go.
Even now I sit
though it's been nearly a year
and I still reel at how things changed so fast,
one moment things were bad
then things blew up and you were gone
three years long I was so sure we would last.
And though I know
that this is all for the better
and I have met a man i'm lucky for,
i've started life anew
something I thought i'd never do
but to really just not see you anymore?
It has to be
for fear of all the constant anger
and all the pain that's made me as I am,
it's hard to say goodbye
but best of luck and no more tears
i'm finally happy feeling like I can.
I love you
never change
ash
Much Love
Ashley