Can nothing stop the madness
or any of the pain
why must you fall so quickly
what is there to keep you sane.
History repeates itself
with you and he and I
i hate the pain your going through
you cry your brown eyes dry.
And i can not do nothing
and you feel so alone
when you are there within his arms
and when you are at home.
And you dont know just where things stand
you dont know where to begin
all you knows your interested
in simply only him.
No I am not Nicole
And I have fallen nowhere
That’s what I like and that’s why I want this
he has and that’s why he can't and is stoppin
and he even told me if not for talkin with you he wouldn't have thought about it
and I am getting sick of how far nothing is going
and how nothing is turning into everything
I say we all just drop this and forget about it and chill and be friends and let things cool over before anyone starts things up again
and I want our friendship to work I told you that last night
but only if I can trust you and you can talk to me about my life and not someone who has just come back into it
he knows nothing of things and if you think I am doin something wrong you need to tell me Chris does not deserve be dragged down into anything he isn't a part of and that includes you and I and Andy and I
I want you to tell me what you think of me and my actions and talk about it with me
Not Chris or Steve or Mark or anyone but me
ash
Much Love
Ashley