I want to be free
from my idolizations
the emptyness caving
and falling apart
losing responses
and feeling degraded
looking for nothing
and finding ive lost.
I want to be empty
of false recollections
of love thats prerecuisite
and falling to pieces
of trials forsaken
and coldness rebounding
of losing it all
and yarns still unwinding.
I want to be left
with my still memories
of promises truthful
and not these diseases
of pain, rage and jealousy
that follow close by
filling my head
with these incessent lies.
i see not as good as the others you've put up today, but not bad
wondering what its about tho
ash
Much Love
Ashley