Remnants of self-mutilation
cover my arm
thin white lines
of garded bliss
and will's abandoned
for but a moment.
Lines fading so slowly
my blade abandoned,
tossed away
and left with memories
and explainations I can't give
for all this confusion.
And I am confused
so utterly, complete
temptations strong
to find the bliss again
deep red bubbling across my skin
patterns of my pain.
The temptation strong
I hold back reluctantly
to keep my promise
no more cutting
to ease the pain
the end of bliss.
i can't even remember what this feels like or maybe i am too affraid to but the opening was breathless
Much Love
Ashley