My heart used to strive for expression
some glimpse of creativity
something to hold on to
and wrap around me,
my own colors
my own words,
not so necessarily perfect
but in essence no less
and no more
then myself.
Is it such an impossibility
to really know
my capabilities
my shortcomings,
it doesn't seem so great
a slash of the paintbrush
bold in red,
rising on a pinnicle
of self expression
crashing in blues of melancholy
in the greens of an open spirit
or the words of tougnes
i've long forgotten.
My heart no longer strives for expression
it strives,
but only for a glimpse
of what there is
to express.
i love it i can't even begin to pick out parks or words or emotions its too good
the begin is so sad and desprite and the end is so, i don't know like you are lying down and givin up but holdin on a little
ash
Much Love
Ashley