Looking down there
trying to see my face
in the depths of everything
I used to be
your embrace is so cold today
I know...things I never wanted to
and even though...
I could try to bring me back home
find my reflection underneath
and though I see
this person that used to be me
it's still not the one I know....
I won't try to find...again
a friend
I will not make ammends with myself
no...
I won't try to be
a me
that person that bleeds,
that reflection that I seek.
oh...
that person that I seek.
Searching,needing
wanting nothing more then to know
that the me I used to be's
not forgotten
and your hand's so far away today
your pushing me away
like the...way I did it to myself
I could try to bring me back home
the person that you want me to be
and though I see
that person just ain't me no more
what am I waiting for...
I won't try to find...again
a friend
I will not make ammends with myself
no...
I won't try to be
a me
that person that bleeds,
that reflection that I seek.
oh...no...
that person that I seek.
(seeking someone,anyone to help me find
reflections that I seek
needing,wanting anything that keeps me up
from drowning in the deep)x2
oh..no...
I won't try to find...again
a friend
I will not make ammends with myself
no...
I won't try to be
a me
that person that bleeds,
that reflection that I seek.
oh...
that person that I seek.
and i'm not
what you wan't me to be
that person that I seek.....
I feel ya, I am not what anyone wants, yet they seem to think so
so maybe....
ash
(p.s you are who I want you to be, I want you to be you)
Much Love
Ashley