Ammends

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Looking down there

trying to see my face

in the depths of everything

I used to be

your embrace is so cold today

I know...things I never wanted to

and even though...



I could try to bring me back home

find my reflection underneath

and though I see

this person that used to be me

it's still not the one I know....



I won't try to find...again

a friend

I will not make ammends with myself

no...

I won't try to be

a me

that person that bleeds,

that reflection that I seek.



oh...

that person that I seek.



Searching,needing

wanting nothing more then to know

that the me I used to be's

not forgotten

and your hand's so far away today

your pushing me away

like the...way I did it to myself



I could try to bring me back home

the person that you want me to be

and though I see

that person just ain't me no more

what am I waiting for...



I won't try to find...again

a friend

I will not make ammends with myself

no...

I won't try to be

a me

that person that bleeds,

that reflection that I seek.



oh...no...

that person that I seek.



(seeking someone,anyone to help me find

reflections that I seek

needing,wanting anything that keeps me up

from drowning in the deep)x2



oh..no...



I won't try to find...again

a friend

I will not make ammends with myself

no...

I won't try to be

a me

that person that bleeds,

that reflection that I seek.



oh...

that person that I seek.



and i'm not

what you wan't me to be

that person that I seek.....







  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

done is school
best I could do

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running_with_rabbits's picture

I feel ya, I am not what anyone wants, yet they seem to think so

so maybe....
ash
(p.s you are who I want you to be, I want you to be you)


Much Love

Ashley