I wan't to walk away from you
and from the pain that follows me
when I feel the tears seen by all
drip down my cheeks
and I know deep down you use me
with no concern or care
to my heart or the bitterness
that fills my dreams.
I wan't to say goodbye to you
and hate you for everything
for never letting me see you
the real you on the inside
and I know you'll never let me
it would be too easy
and when I say I trust you
you have no clue what I mean.
I wan't to tell only you
that you could never take it back
what you never understood
never really gave a damn
and I know now the meaning to suffer
to be alone and motionless
when you are still there
only on myself I can lean.
only on myslef can i lean, or on only myself i can lean
and i like it ho some parts vex me
ash
Much Love
Ashley