You want me to be your savior
I can't even save myself
you want me to be here
but it's you that pushes me away
you say we're close
relate like sister and brother
you want me here tomorrow
wonder how i'll survive today.
I can't see where this is going
and this blindness is obscene
contemplate me never knowing
but would that hurt me even more in the end
would it hurt just me or everyone that's in the way
These are he many thoughts
that tempt and torment me today.
I can not be your savior
I know I certainly would fail
I can't have that on my shoulders
to know I was the death of you.
All the while when I knew
that what we had was never true.
i kinda like it
but i wonder who its it for?
ash
Much Love
Ashley