This fear

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2011

This fear
What's in front of me so unclear
Afraid of failure and rejection
Afraid of my own imperfection
No interaction or conversation
Alone in frustration
All that will never be
All because of me
The emptiness consumes my soul
As the fear takes control
Any hope i had is gone away
With all the words i never could say
No cure for this disease
Brings me to my knee's
There is no answer
Just suffer with this cancer
No matter how much i try
All i can do is cry
I will never belong
I can only move along
This fear
Keeping me alone here

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Living with agoraphobia. Not easy or fun to deal with at all. Makes me wonder what's the point......

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