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A New Era Dear God,
I'm so angry at you right now. I can't even pray to you, cuz I'm so angry.
You took my best friend from me, when you could of saved him.
You could of let him survived.
His last words were, "Oh God, help me."
Why'd you let him die. You let him die, when you could of saved him.
When you could of let him survived.
But no, you let the only person I really had die.
And then, not only did my bestest friend die...
2 days after my best friend graveside service,
I find out that my Dad has cancer. Stage 4 Melanoma.
So you take my best friend and then I have to learn that my Dad...
That he's pretty much dying.
So frikkin lovely to have all this put on me.
You couldn't at least let me grieve and find closure with losing my best friend.
I'm mad at you, God.
I'm mad. I'm livid.
So angry.
But I'm angry at myself for being mad at you.
I love you lil siss, so sorry
I love you lil siss, so sorry I missed this we've lost two from our family this year. My heart aches for you xx hugss and prayers because I know God has nothing to do with the evil in this world. He tells us to abstain form harmful things and loves us regardless. Life ends some of us aren't lucky enough to appreciate what we have others get to say their goodbyes no one knows how or why life is unpredictable and maybe that's for the best because if we figure it out what is there left? Miracles do happen il8 pray they do. Im praying for one too, bit also ready incase the Lord needs him too, 3 in 9ne year is way too much xx big tight hugss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
My best friend is the 3rd
My best friend is the 3rd death for me.
January 2021, a frenemy of mine died of an overdose.
March 11, 2021, my baby daddy, my youngest daughter Father, died from a car crash, cuz he was running from the law. By the time his tire blew and he hit that tree, he was going 100mph.
August 18, 2021, my best friend died, but he died trying to save his son, unfortunately neither of them made it. Rip current got his son and he jumped in to try and save him.
There has been so many deaths this year and it's sad. Truly sad and heartbreaking.
I'm so sorry for your losses as well and you can always message me if you need to talk to someone.
*~Be Legendary ~ Ian Mascoe*
Thanks sweetheart same
Thanks sweetheart same here... I may not be regular but I always come back xx God grant you comfort and strength hugss xx
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
First of all, my deepest
First of all, my deepest condolences for your loss. No words can take away the shattering pain of your monumental loss, so I won't even try. I will say that I completely relate to the quandary you described in your bravely honest and powerful last line. We're told not to be angry at God and given platitudes about acceptance and reasons we're not supposed to understand until we get through those pearly gates, and "someday this and someday that . . ."
It's always someday. I get it. I really do. Please forgive yourself for your understandable, human reaction to a mind-twisting tragedy. It sucks, that's all, and I feel it was healthy for you to unleash this cyclone of emotions; perhaps someone who feels the same way you do will read it and not feel so alone.
Thank you for sharing. Peace and prayers.