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A few months ago...
I told you goodbye for the last time.
It was first time I actually meant it!
Though I should of said it long ago.
Cuz it was obvious...
I wasn't your first choice.
I wasn't even your second choice.
First was the drugs.
Second was that whore.
Though to my face you acted like it was me.
Not her.... But yet, behind my back,
you wouldn't even cut her off.
I just wasn't good enough.
Not to be your first.
Not even your second.
But then look also... At everything...
Everything we went through.
You were manipulative and petty.
I was vengeful and petty.
And we both kept throwing our past in our face.
Constantly fighting....
But what were we fighting for?
Cuz it sure wasn't forever and always...
I just don't think things would of been this bad.
I said goodbye....
That was the best decision for me.
My heart couldn't take no more.
Cuz the way our relationship was...
That wasn't real love. That wasn't true love.
I should of said goodbye a long time ago.
In my mind I wanted to leave....
I wanted to leave way before I did.
But in my heart, well....
It took a lot longer than my mind
to decide it was time.
You probably hate me...
Maybe one day, you'll see,
That we're not good together.
That we're just too toxic for each other.