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just feels evil..
Just sitting around my house, unable to get you out of my mind
you're with him, and I'm alone, yet still you tell me you love me
I try to move on, but all I see is your smile when my eyes close, I try to find someone else and all I can do is scale how far I've downgraded
I hate you for the emptiness and loneliness, but I love you for the feelings I feel when you're near
It's suffocating in your presence, and it shatters me to hear you're someone else's
as I finally drift to sleep, the only thing I can think of is for her to die, and instantly I hate myself for wishing another's life would end
But try as I may, and damn if I don't try... All I wish is for your demise...
what an evil creature I've been made...
once again...
once again, sickly beautiful. i really like your writings. they remind me of things i've thought or felt before. they're wonderful- don't let anyone tell you differently:)
The Princess in Waiting
gets easier with time and repetition
quite honestly if she tells you she loves you but is with somebody else then you need to bail...she's only going to manipulate the situation if you continue to allow it by sticking around
you'll need your time to grieve but eventually you'll find that you've grown as a person from the experience and have found a kind of person that you *don't* want to be with...and even if it doesn't seem like it, that's progress
just gotta take life one day at a time, man. Just gotta live to play another day..and keep writing, it's great to vent out your emotions, there's a great satisfaction in it
May God , your Higher Power,
May God , your Higher Power, whatever name you have... help you to release the past and send you someone so loving that your thoughts of the other melt away.
Yea Eli... have u found that
Yea Eli... have u found that girl? I think I found that guy.
Ur not a horrible person.
Ur not a horrible person. That's how I feel.about brenton and ther is always that one person ull. Never b over. For me its him for u its her.