Shut out here, so alone
What are you doing dad?
Why won't you let me in?
Banished out here, no light
even seeps through the bottom of the door
blocked with teatowels.
You won't let me come in.
Four years old
You would leave me alone?
You would haunt me with this memory?
I open the door, I'm sorry
I know what you mean to do
sat crying at the kitchen table
with gas filling the room.
I was four years old.
You would have left me alone.
And I'm stuck with this memory.
Incredible. Just tremendously beautiful and distinguished. Whimsical, intriguing, curious . . simply sublime.