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Emptiness
Why do you let your emotions override? , why do they eat you up from the inside? Well I for one surely don’t know, for I gave them up long ago. I don’t wish to feel the pain of heartbreak, the feeling like they scraped your heart with a rake. I don’t wish to feel the sorrow of loss; I have become nothing but my own boss. I no longer feel the anger of mistrust, why don’t you just give it all up? I’m tired of always being let down, talking about true love but it hasn’t been found. I’m tired of wearing my emotions on my sleeve, wearing them for the entire world to see. Why should I care if I should die, people will ask me “why why why?!” They act like they care but they just want something in return, this valuable lesson I have already learned. I refuse to let you walk all over me, you have before but now you’ll see. The things what I’ve felt were true but they have vanished, for I destroyed them for they have been banished. This time I will have to you myself, tell you the cards in which fate has dealt. I feel nothing as hard as I try, and as hard as I try I can’t even cry. No longer can I love or be loved, no longer will my emotions be shoved. For I have found out now I know very well, for I am destined to remain an empty shell.
