I want to learn all that I can; I wish that I could be my own fan. I’ve tried to open up at let people see, the true real man that is me. But it all come back to bite me in the ass, I knew this sort of thing just wouldn’t last. How can I make them see, if I don’t even know me. Well I guess I’ve always felt this way, so I guess it isn’t new to me when I say. That I’ve never been able to know who I really am, I guess its time to take a stand. But how do I start where do I begin, how do I bring this torment to its end? Who is that weird man in the mirror, I don’t believe I have ever seen him before. Look at me and tell me what you see, do you see a life of impurity? It seems I always lose myself; I lose me to the pits of hell. It seems I am the one I hate, but its time for my fate to initiate. So now I walk to the mirror, to see my reflection oh so inferior. I look and see the true blue me, the side which is never to be seen. So now I wander for all eternity, with only my thoughts and no identity.