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"Leave me alone Pt. 2"
The truth really is, I can never really leave him alone. o_0 It was on the internet, it's not like I was by him. I might seem a little crazy, but I'm still here indeed. I love my bf, and that's supposedly all he needs. But there's something missing, something he says he doesn't know what I'm talking about. I think there is something missing, and I want to find out. So I love him, I need him. He makes me happy most of the time. Hes my bf, hes my best friend, he's my one of a kind. I am his "lady" and he is my '"man" One day he said, there will be a ring on my hand.... He say's I hurt him, big deal. He does the same to me. We hurt eachother equally. And there's an odd occurance, he doesn't seem to care when he hurts me. But when I find I did something wrong.... I can't put it down! I don't want to hurt him, I just want to reverse his mental frown. BUT HERES THE THING, HE HURTS ME ON PURPOSE, HE DOES IT TO SHOW ME WHAT I DID...what a dufus. What he really doesn't know is that he takes it too far. I tend to turn around and see my heart pulsing on the floor (ew) But he just doesn't understand that.....and he goes on with life. So you expect me to care when he's practically on stife? Now in these days, I care to an extent. I love him, I'll talk to him, but my feelings are unbent. So I'll do the same as him, and do what he does back. I hope it hurts a smidge, but its better than being attacked. I think he can handle it, compared to what he purposely put me through. The things he did on purpose to make me feel abused. The internet is a horrible thing. No emotion invloved. By the time everything is over...everything has evolved. And things come and go, and it never should ever matter. The internet is a queer thing, so WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER! I LOVE HIM! THATS THAT! AND NO ARGUMENT CAN TAKE THAT! I WONT LEAVE HIM, but he'll leave me so easily. SOMETIMES IT SHOWS A LITTLE MORE THAN WHAT IT SHOULD! And sometimes it's best to know. So I love him, I've cried, and he's practically puked. I say in this relationship the fights should be nuked. And all we should do is love, and don't say anything negative. Just love eachother, no killing, and everything will be positive. And I'll leave my words there. That's all I'm going to say. I love him, will never leave him, theres no way.
