these wasted days
which feel so comfortable
and so afraid to lose
inevitable flights & drives
to tropical & bohemian locations
carry away the attatchments
we've formed over this hot sort
closer to the sun rotation of the planet
picking out constellations &
imagining their meanings
the same as we assume
implications of conversations
spent at our work
[our home/our personal play pen]
our workers rights to do
what we want in the employee restroom
& the closed down decrepit bowling alley
glimpses of the past in torn automans
and forgotten family photographs
the past days of addiction & before children
we subconsciously are modeling
ourselves in the same patterns
yet we're afraid to let go
of four hour drives in circles
around the same garbage dump
and stopping at the same 24/7 casinos
these reservation kids with their
loves & their drugs
crushes & crutches
too afrait to be alone
but not enough to say we care
This is an amazing poem, simply and splendidly amazing.
Starward