i'm so sorry,
it was wrong of me,
to even think of what i wrote,
i wish it was just a joke,
but i screwed up
and i hurt you
the thoughts are shut
in my mind and glued
they'll never come back
and i'll never hurt you with a poem like that.
it just came to mind,
i know it wasn't right
it was so long ago
but back then it was such a fight
for me to move on
but now those thoughts are gone
and you should know that i'm alright
you made no mistake
it was the feelings i felt
i just wasn't okay
but now i've been helped
and its safe to say
i have truly moved on
its been months already
the pain is long gone
so i hope you please
accept my apology
because without you
i couldn't be me.
you know, poetry is a beautiful expression of emotion. i hate to see you apologize for any of it. obviously, we do have to be careful of what we say since we can "yield the larger sword", but don't be inhibited to explore, despite the situation. you will grow through these mistakes and learn more socially acceptable words to use that will be just as effective. and if your friend is a true blue, they surely can appreciate your talent and it's many uses, (such as venting and healing). just my opinion though. (i too can overdo the first admendment). as for this piece, well, it got my wheels turning, so you know it's good.
MR