Its presence in my life is like a shadow.
Dark and unseen by my eyes.
What I long for seems harder,
to grasp every step i take.
It is as a faint reflection,
fading from my memory.
I flow farther away as I paddle,
down this stream called life,
and find it hard to go back up,
to that ever fading checkpoint.
No one I hold dear seems to feel the same.
This is what I long for,
but it comes to me not.
It evades me like I no longer belong.
I envy others that are happy,
and oppose others that feel the same as me.
I will never see that checkpoint,
because for one to reach it
Love must be a two way street.
The two will help each other paddle,
to that checkpoint and remain there.
But I, I will continue,
to drift alone through the stream of life,
with no one but myself,
as the checkpoint fades from my life forever,
never for me to see again.
That's a sad little write there. Hold on dude, things change.
So sad...there will always be someone there for you. Everyone finds love sooner or later. Don't worry. It'll come to you too. :)