the happy girl's broken smile >>>>>saying for the first time the reality behind her smile
and even in my hardest times
i still smile
and hide the pain inside
i may look to you so high...
but i deeply cry
you may not see my tears
i just don't want to look weak
i'm not happy as i seem
i cry myself at night to sleep
i don't really say how i feel
but my inner feelings are just too real
i just can't beat
that inner conflict of me
and when i cry and show my tears
it suddenly becomes a big deal
because i always smile and look happy
they think that i have no pain
they never know that i'm the same one who hides her tears
and cry deeply inside...
so as not to ruin anyone's happiness or smile
the one who keeps everyone she loves on her mind
is the same one who will be forgotten when she dies!!
they think that i'm totally free
but they never knew the prison inside of me
or feel my broken heart that bleeds
the happy girl is not happy on real
that smile on her face
is broken and needs to be healed
that girl is seriously in-need
she wants someone to understand and feel
that inner conglict she can't beat
causing her scary dreams and dreadful fear
to say what's in heart and hopefully reveal
the pain inside and the truth behind her tears
sometimes we see happy people that are secretly damaged from inside
and really need our hands to stand by their sides
we can help them say what they feel...without any fear
these people are not weak..!!
they just need someone to encourage them to speak
and someone who will always be there for them to cheer
let's help them to show how they feel ..but that time it will be on real!!