If I left...

If I left this earth

Would anybody notice
Do I have any worth
Deeper than the surface
 
I might be missed for a couple days
Then everybody would be back to their normal ways
 
Nothing to show for 23 years of life
Just mistakes, heartaches, debt and strife 
 
I always feel like I don't belong 
Even though I look it, I'm not even strong
 
Just a sad excuse for a human being
Never a happy song, written about me 
 
I've been told I'm beautiful and I'm smart
But nobody sees the darkness in my heart. 
 
If I leave one day 
Before I can say it
 
I can only pray
That all of you know and relay it
 
Nobody deserves to feel inadequate 
But because I did I am now out of it
 
Out of my mind. Out of your thoughts
Out of this earth. Inside a box.
 
 
running_with_rabbits's picture

I almost feel the same right now....

nobody desrves to feel inadequate...I couldn't have said it better myself! so anyone who feels you are inadequate has no right to be in your life! and no one desrves to feel better off dead, anyone who doesn't fill you with life is not worth anything more than a poem to get them out

 

 

I don't know you, i never will, and even still you have impacted me by a poem, even if you feel like faces you see day to day will not miss you, humanity and all the people who will read and relate to your words will miss you

 

I hope things chnage for you 


Much Love

Ashley

MyThoughts's picture

Very well put. Thank you for

Very well put. Thank you for reading and responding <3

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

:)


Much Love

Ashley

kayzay1207's picture

love

I absolutely love this poem! I can so relate, I think everyone in life has at some point felt this way about life and about themselves. Great job!

MyThoughts's picture

Thank you so much. Im glad

Thank you so much. Im glad somebody understands...

Renee's picture

Yes I do understand but be

Yes I do understand but be encouraged!! God, the Lord Jesus loves you! Find you purpose and identity in him! It will sustain you through thick and thin.