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1 and a half like this i stayed

Everthing else is based around being paid

Saw you once

Saw you twice

It was not till 3rd when things started feeling nice

My heart is falling

Plundging into love

This is fake

Because illusions are like white doves

Another leech

I can provide more blood

Not going to open

Like a torn rose bud

Be stubborn

Be worn away

Cry and wither

And Decay...

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Dis is my first crush ever since a year and a half ago, when i got dumped. It is very hard to pick yourself back up, after you have fallen for so long.

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 10:54pm
©15 February 2003 - 6:14pm — mystikal
17 February 2003 - 2:14am — Chris W (not verified)
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I guess i was lucky, not to date my first crush or maybe not, i wouldn't know. I was too shy to ask her. But if something like this happened, i think i would rather not have dated her. This emotional pain would be too hard to bear. I am going through something like that now. I have built a real relationship with this girl i consider my second crush, and she has become like my best friend, i don't want to lie to her and say i don't like her. I never tried to want to be her BF, but the temptation one day made me feel like wanted to hold her hand and be with her. But otherwise I really wanted her to be my bestfriend...now she is running from me and will not let me explain....