you said you were gonna leave
it's for the best i guess,
but i know it'll be the worst for me.
after being with you for so long,
it's gonna hurt to see you go-
when that times comes around...
i know it's gonna be hard.
but you'll be happy at least,
i'm glad because of that.
all i want
is to see you have a good life,
and succeed in doing what you love.
but you said you weren't gonna come back,
like you never wanted to see me again;
i know you don't mean that-
it just doesn't seem right.
it's just how i feel.
i'll still talk to you on the phone every night,
still make you laugh,
and still love you,
beause thats the way it used to be-
i don't want to change it.
i understand why you wanna go back there;
you had everything made there.
you just didn't realize till it was too late.
i never made it good enough down here,
sweet enough, or fun enough.
i know i can make it better, a lot more;
more worthwhile.
because i'm not going to waste my time
nor waste yours,
or treat you like shit;
neither of us have time for that.
but like i know,
it sounds like you want him back.
i can't change that,
and you can't help it-
i understand that.
i just can be who i am as a person,
treat her right, show her that i love her-
while there is still time left,
and maybe she'll stay with me.
because i don't wanna let her go,
and just walk away like we never meant anything;
she mattered the world to me,
i just never acted like it.
i don't want a new girl,
i just want the old us back.
and no other girl could never replace you
you're one of a kind;
that's why i want to keep you
for as long as i possibly can.
its hard to let someone go... i understand.. i love the way you poured your heart out... it didnt go unheard... loved this poem...
love
crystal