why god why

why god why-

why the fuck do you have to do this?

make people kill themselves.

make people depressed and lonely,

like they don't belong;

why did you do it to me?



god, i hate you so much.

just let me die alone,

if you won't let me have what i want.

for i want her, and only her;

why won't you let me have her?



i'll kill myself,

if she killed herself.

i'll cry with her

i'll be sad with her.

because i love her.



god, i don't know.

i don't want to die.

and i don't want her to die.

but nothing ever works out my way...

nothing ever works out...

my way.

for it is a shame,

to see her depressed as this.

it makes me cry

it makes me want to sink

into depression

and kill myself,

along with her.

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