why god why-
why the fuck do you have to do this?
make people kill themselves.
make people depressed and lonely,
like they don't belong;
why did you do it to me?
god, i hate you so much.
just let me die alone,
if you won't let me have what i want.
for i want her, and only her;
why won't you let me have her?
i'll kill myself,
if she killed herself.
i'll cry with her
i'll be sad with her.
because i love her.
god, i don't know.
i don't want to die.
and i don't want her to die.
but nothing ever works out my way...
nothing ever works out...
my way.
for it is a shame,
to see her depressed as this.
it makes me cry
it makes me want to sink
into depression
and kill myself,
along with her.