My Life and I are just a mess
Just one look and you wouldn’t have to guess
Pain and anger drives me on
But sorrow and hatred says I’m wrong
I’m bombarded by the criticisms from the people and myself
So I try to suck it up and lay them on a shelf
But when it's full it starts to flow and overwhelm
And I become confused as I slip between the feelings on realms
I’m liar I’m a fool
So someone please tell me “What do I do?”
I’m swimming beneath the waves of sorrow
As I start to sink my life line narrows
I leave my room wearing a mask
So to take it off would be a struggle, an impossible task
So save me from my pain
I can’t stand the heavy rain
I don’t want to be a fool or a liar
So please carry me out of the fire
I’m tired of hearing “Sticks and stones may break my bones.”
As if words can’t hurt more or fall harder than stones
I’m a failure, I’m a reject
I can’t get anything right or correct
My heart bleeds with overflowing misery
And all the good times just melt into forgotten history