I Don't Deserve You

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Queen of Hearts

December 6 2013

 

Three months old today

I can only think more than I say

I will love you like no other

I like to believe that makes me a good mother

 

But my thoughts are so cold

I bite my tounge and words I just hold

You will never know

and I could never show

 

A mistake I have made

Deep enough I hide in my own shade

I love you to every extreme

But I am not worthy of you to any extreme

 

I killed one

That alone should of made everything cease and be done

I only thought I was missing

Turns out I think I would be better off wishing

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Does one truly ever get over an abortion?

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