December 6 2013
Three months old today
I can only think more than I say
I will love you like no other
I like to believe that makes me a good mother
But my thoughts are so cold
I bite my tounge and words I just hold
You will never know
and I could never show
A mistake I have made
Deep enough I hide in my own shade
I love you to every extreme
But I am not worthy of you to any extreme
I killed one
That alone should of made everything cease and be done
I only thought I was missing
Turns out I think I would be better off wishing