October 19th, 2012
I can't help but think
That everything has a link
I just want to ball up and cry
I wish I were more shy
All I can think of
Is just how much I din't love
How much I pushed away
How I can't hold what should have been my 7 month old today
I have to hold my every thought
Because if I were to tell; no, I can't I would rather be shot
I stay so consumed
Of such anger and gloom
I am twisted and torn
THAT baby should have been born
Ready or not for the world to see
Our baby, that baby, should have been somebody