April 12, 2021
There is so much going on around me
Sometimes it is hard to feel happy
It's like I'm in a zone not meant to feel
There's not a single emotion to conceal
Just moment to moment
As if I am not human, but rather just a component
As if my day to day
Is just matter of gray
There's no high or lows
Each just just moves and flows
There's so much going on in every direction
and no time for even a slight bit of affection
If I could magically cast a slow down
and simply just feel the ground
Maybe I'd be able to see something and realize
or even feel a little bit alive.