Truth be told
I'm all alone
Left with only my thoughts
Trying hard
to make a difference
But failing from all that was taught
Physically
my family's here
nephews on the top
But emotionally
and mentally
are too many terrors, haunts that won't stop
Looking far
But staying near
Dreams and wishes are hopes that fail
Wishing for friendship
Dreaming of love
All futile hopes for a heart that never will sail