I love u

I loved you,
But you broke my heart. 
I should have known
That was your goal from the start.
You told me you loved me, 
And you seemed upset
When I didn't say it back,
You talked of the future 
And put it in my head 
And that's my biggest regret.
That you wanted me for longer, 
But you dropped me instead.
I would do anything for you, 
But you couldn't even wait.
I wanted you in my life;
I knew that on the very first
Day we met
I love you still, 
But it doesn't matter,
For the heart I gave you,
You have shattered. 
So I am left broken 
And picking up the pieces, 
While you are smiling 
And your care decreases. 
You knew I was fragile,
Even though I acted tough.
You told me not to pretend, 
That you could see past my bluff
You promised to love me
forever and always
And i believed you more
than once My heart is
breaking I have no one
else to blame but my
Self.