Though theres no tears falling from my face
im still crying inside
no facial expressions just means i can no longer let pain fall down my eyes
someone once told me
"why make someone your priority when your not even an option"
I have taken those words to make a better me, nah a new me
love has been like a drug that im constantly high on
like a circle with no beginning an no end
like being held captive cuz everyday im finding new ways of being tortured
but im on some new type shit
where you can no longer play with my mind type shit
where im gon find someone better type shit
and i no longer need to be friend you type shit
but shit boy...
i still think you the shit boy
so what am i gonna do
when the only ways to help myself is to hate you