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Pain ,stress ,that's what I remember last

No longer here with you you're my past

So many nights I cried myself to sleep

Found myself lost in a whole so deep

For days I dreamed of removing myself from the face of this earth

The moment you left I felt as love was just a curse

I no longer knew who I was or what I was worth.

I still don't understand where things went wrong

Or maybe nothing was wrong all along

Instead you just didn't appreciate the love that was true

But still ... I want you

I don't want you to think I forgot bout the joy you brought

I know in my peoms I only explain the times we fought

Its just I am so angry I can't explain nothin but pain

Its so hard for me to speak of happiness when I'm still stuck in the rain.

I remember when you first caught my eye

It was my birthday and you said "hi"

I never knew  from that moment you would be the one for me

But than I never knew that you and I could never be

It hurt me not to call you knowing the drama you were going through

But I felt that would make me hold on, and that's something I could no longer do

I don't have nothing but love... cuz still I want you.

Time will pass and my pain will soon fade

I will grow stong and look back on what we made.

Its funny because I once thought I was strong

Never realizing I was fooling my self for so long

I feel so isolated soo weak

I write because I know we can't speak

We can't be friends , hopefully one day

But I know that day is not today

So I write to you for what I can't say

I know one day I will find someone true and new

But until that day come my heart remains to you

And  still.....i want you

I am a fool I must admit this much

People say it all the time...I say hush

They know nothing of how I feel

We are not for eachother but our love was real

My deepest apology for not being there

I know u needed me but understand I can't be here

Not for you as a friend cuz it would do no good

But I know you doing better like I knew you could

I hope you kept the dreams you started off with

So I repeat myself by saying this.....

I still want you

But you can't have what you want I know now

That's why I never question why.but how

How did we get here?

How did we let go?

Only you and i know