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before i met you,

i never thought love was something true

i thought it was just a word people used

to make people do what they would normally refuse

love to me, was just a fantasy

something i read about, hoping it could be reality

but one day ,you whispered softly in my ear

and from that very moment thats all i needed to hear.

you were soo sweet to me,

always ready to be the best you could be

you always put a smile on my face.

and no matter where we was, with you,to me, it was the perfect place.

you let me know that with us

there would be no secrets, so i believed it was you, i could trust.

i never knew love could feel this way.

wanting to spend my time with someone everyday

just letting the minutes go by ,gazing at each other with nothing to say.

i was so infatuated with the fact that you wanted me

just as bad.

but its years later and now i question on what we really had.

we had so much  and you act as if we never existed

maybe love thats something i should have resisted

you have no clue how much im hurting inside

how  many times i put aside my pride

just so that you could no i would always be by your side

cause i was the down ass shorty always ready to ride

because to me ,thats what love symbolized

but still, you played me for a fool

i guess to you it was cool

telling me that you cared when you knew it was lie

maybe it felt good, knowing that every night i would cry.

"sorry" you always said it

and i believed you, so i always said forget it

"what ever it was you did, its okay"

and those are the words i regret till this very day

everytime you hurt me i just let it go

maybe thats why your dirt was never on the low

you assumed that it'll be fine as long as i know

and thats exactly how it was too.

maybe thats why im sad when im called gullable

cuz i know for you it was true.

now look at me , broken a mess

with an unstoppable pain in my chest

all because i allowed myself to stress

and what for , just to say i love someone

and to hear them say it back

now i realize hearing those words doesnt mean its a fact.

loving someone doesnt protect you from a heart break

it  means someone can do whatever it takes

much easier, to give you a heartache.

this pain that i must endure

was  bought upon me by someone i was so sure

would not hurt my heart ,that was so pure.

i wonder sometimes how could you possibly be the same man,

from once being my number one fan

to someone ,i now cant understand.

i remember the times i would run to the sound of your call

to now, not knowing you at all.

love.... its something that i anticipated for ,soo much

love, how it blossomed from just a crush

sex, how it was perfomed by just your touch

to now speaking of you,  in such a rush.

questioning whether you hate just asw much.

love... its something that one says that they feel

but is it just an illusion or is it something actually real??