When the heart has taken all it can, it has a tendency of giving up
Once the heart has given up on all things
All things no longer have the same meaning
The purpose the heart once had it cannot maintain anymore
To love, to keep life going
That’s just a bitter sweet memory in the past
A description of something that can no longer last
Like food the heart can too expire.
Within me
I have been fighting with my own demons
I’m Unable to lose, yet not capable of winning.
The place where my heart was once located is filled with cold air
The person I used to know is no longer there
Who am I?
Lost in a world that I want to reject so bad
Living the same lifestyle that has kept me sad
Has bought me to the conclusion that happiness doesn’t exist
Continuing to dream for it will only cause pain and bliss
When the heart has been shattered it spreads all over
Therefore it’s impossible to put the pieces back together
Without missing some parts
This is why it can never work to its full extent
Behind this laughter is a silent cry trying to be heard
Behind each cry is a tear
Behind each tear is a symbol
That symbol represents how many pieces your heart is being ripped
When you no longer know how to use your heart
You no longer know how to live
Waking up in the morning is a nightmare
Closing your eyes at night is a blessing
Because there’s a chance the pain will end
The past is there to haunt you
And the future is a curse.
How important a heart is
But what is the purpose of it when it so delicate
So weak that anyone can take it from you
And give it back damaged for you to try and use.
Why is this organ the 1 that keeps you alive?
When in actuality it is not even the strongest.
I am truly tired
I am ready to give up
Because
Within me there’s nothing left.