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im jusT a lost soul,

with a heart thats growing cold.

looking for a place to call home,

before my age grows too old.

tired of living my life all alone

knowing that theres no one who can console.

not wanting 2 live this sAD life bestowed upon me.........

is my motivation to be the best i can be.

Soo what, daddy was never there

life isnt fair.

BUT it paid off that he wasnt here.

tryin to end this existence, no more will i dare.

cuz as time passes i will meet God ,who will care.

afraid of moving on,thats why i used to shed a tear

but no more will i hide from this fear.

to live is to suffer,

to suffer is to live

cause it makes one tougher.

as i sit and cry.........

I wipe the tears from one eye

realizing, the reason why.

why i feel pain , and why my life went in this direction?

was GOD showing me deception?

Joy is pain ,aint that the perception?

i look at these people who think they know who i am.

i laugh because they have no clue,.... they dont understand....

what ive been through, so i remain the best i can,

because thats the way to succeed

in a world full of evil and greed.

pain, sadness,thats all i know

BUT I will use thAT N,I WILL grow.

why do i look towards brighter days?

because im tired of the old ways,

im done being trapped in a dark world

looking in the mirror and not even recognizing this girl.

i am strong , i will be someone you wont forget.

i now know what i mean to myself

so living this life i wont ever regret.

and to my daddy, who couldnt help but neglect

i will make you see.

val was one duaghter you shoulda fought for.

cuz when im on top

youll wish you kept ur promises from before.

i dont hate those who never did me well,

because i always got up everytime i fell.

though i never noticed it in the past

my existence and memory is something that will always last.

i look back at what ive overcome.

maybe by reading this, i just helped some.......

whose been hurt if you knoe where im coming from.

yes im a lost soul,

whose heart is growing cold

caught in a deep  hole.

i used to be my worst enemy,

.... now im my  best friend

ready to  fight anyone standing against me.

  not  with my fist though,

...but with what it is that you  dont know.

to my mother,

we went through so much

but through it all ,my heart you did touch

you stuggle to give me a better life

i never knew what you went through being his wife

day in and day night you took the pain

even when timesi heard he went insane.

im glad with him you never stayed.

you left him and got paid.

as many times as i shouted i hate you

without u, what  would i do?

you are a strong individual

hopefully the feeling will be mutual.

you cant take back  the times you hurt me

but you tried to make me happy.

that i did  notice

and if the world ened, u i will miss.

no one can feel whats in my heart,

how many times it was ripped apart.

all for the sake of love,

love is all that and the above

thats what we as people believe

but thats only like that

till u get decieved.

why cry?

i cried, but why?

i cried because he would never.

why he would never?

cuz he knew shit wasnt forever

i loved that crazy kid,

i still do.

thats why i knew this was something i had to.

spread my wings and say goodbye

to a love that always made me question why

baby boy, youll never know how 4 u my heart broke

till someone breaks your heart.

youll never know why my pain never stopped

until yours start.

youll never understand how much pain i feel

until pain for you, becomes real.

but what do i know?????

im jusT a lost soul

with a heart thats growing cold

looking for a place to call home

before my age grows too old.

tired of living my life all alone

knowing that theres no one who can console



...............me!!!!!