At night
When the country is covered in darkness
When everyone is asleep
When everyone is dreaming of their utopia
When I am screaming for help
When I cannot breathe
When I cannot live
When I am alone
No one can help me at this time
No one can save me from my thoughts
No one can release me from the sadness that occupies my heart, or controls my head
I do not deserve their help
But God, I wish I did