Was it worth it

Was it worth it all I've done

Was it worth it to turn a house upside down looking for nothing our to set it ablaze our to kill 4 inocent people was it worth it to kiss my kids one last time was it worth it to go marching off to a place I never knew existed was it worth it to just let the world go to blazing hell with me in the middle

Was it worth it to show respect to a country who foundations was based on freedom but with so many issues with it was it worth it to march with a rifle in my hand in a smirk on my face

Was it worth all these things that I have seen our done our did that has got me to this point was it all worth it for this medal of honer near my resting castcit laying underneath the soil 

Was it worth me having no future

Was it worth all my sadness and hatred was it worth all I've given up 

Was it worth it.

 
Author's Notes/Comments: 

I truly can't awser bc at the end those where all my choices and Evan if some of them was wrong I still had to keep living and sadness happyness and everything I did it because I couldn't and wouldn't let anynobody change me and who i was Evan if I was wrong and confused and it was kinder worth it our not

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nightlight1220's picture

No one can answer for anyone

No one can answer for anyone else as I see things. Our soul leads us where it can grow and not necessarily where our. earthly form and personality agrees with. Still other times our personality wants to live in ways that only enjoy and expect things to always have good outcomes...and life is just not that way. I think that is why people encourage others to know their "soul" and try to do as each one's soul asks to move on in this vast beautiful universe.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

allets's picture

Casket of Honor

A soldier's tale - yes, a country with freedom issues - true. Flames purge confusion and expectation for me in this write. The more you write, the more we get to read - and it is all yes - nice metaphor for war in here too - m'thinketh - Encore - Lady A