Here you are once again
on bended knee
flowers in your hand
pouting like a little puppy dog
your eyes ...filled with total sorrow
"I promise this was the last time" you said
"It will never happen again"
and let's now forget the most important line
"I love you so Much!"
But where was the love
when you voice was raised
high enough to violate my ears
"Go Fuck yourself!!"...
are the words that echoed through my head.
Where was the love
when you urged me to leave
saying "Take your shit And GO!"
Throwing things at me...
my things...our baby's things.
I'm sure you were just helping me
move at the faster pace you desired...
Where was the love
when you had me cornered
in the very room we once shared
our passion...our kisses.
Now, I lay helplessly crying
"please stop" I say
"I'm so sorry for upsetting you"
still unsure of what it was I did wrong...
Was it love you showed
when you marked my beauty
with your bare hands...
My once soft and delicate skin
now painted with black and blue bruises.
My luscious full lips,
now filled with the bloody essence of "our LOVE"
Swollen...with every passionate
swing you graciously placed
with your fists.
And this is the love I need in my life...
This is the love I yearn
to recieve from a man
I know love hurts,
but must I feel this much PAIN
Why must you always show me
just how much
you "LOVE" me...
don't know if this is fictional, but if not get out of there before you or your child are hurt..