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Right now, my head is very clear;
And, no, I do not need a beer.
I just wish, on cigarettes, that I was less addicted;
It is a drug addiction with which I am inflicted.
But, I do not know if I'm smoking less;
Because, I do not feel depressed.
I am living in cleaner air;
But, now, for myself I need to care.
It doesn't help me when someone treats me like a kid;
On this fact, I need to put a lid.
Because, oh no; heaven forbid
I should mature, but that's what I did.

For, to be true to my fullfillment in life,
I cannot be Jacob's wife.
And being in a relationship holds me back;
And will end up giving me a heart attack.
I think that I can be a good person and be influential;
Because I think I have potential.

The only problem is that my strength comes in phases;
I often need to go into dazes.

For, I never get a real break from my own fear;
That's why, at times, I need a beer.