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You will meet somebody better than me

all the while knowing that I wanna be him

I wanna be him so baaaaad

but I'm expected to accept that

I am me...just me...not he.

My drafted Forever with you has be to revised

...has to be redrafted

...has to be retracted.

Yet...I still live in the blueprint of my original house of thoughts.

I requested from you The Real

& you REALLY just served me an eviction notice;

I can't afford to live in this house no more.

HOW THE FUCK you gon' kick me out my own FUCKIN' heart?!

How can you not see all this shit I invested into it?!

Do you NOT CARE that I furnished this whole shit for YOU?!

I know he will be better than me

...and you know I wanna be him so baaaaad

Why can't I be him?!

Still...all you can say is to just be me & fuckin' accept it

...because I can never be He.

Is that nigga lightskinned'd? Do the nigga got baby hair edgin' all around his head?

Why are his words more powerful than mine?!

Choose me GOTDAYUMMIT! Just...let me be He.

I don't wanna be me if I'm not above He.

You will meet somebody better than me

...and I can't fuckin' stand that shit.

I won't stand to accept it...

...so I stand to meet you at this door you promised to open for me...

...when we first met...

...to now arrive to a new Forever.

I'm tackled, from behind, by 9 years through this door...

...in pain...

...still thinking...you will meet somebody better than me.

Just as you promised on the muscle of all dem nine years,

you stand behind this opened door...

...your palms saucer my broken heart.

HELL YEA, you broke my fuckin' heart.

From the debris, you take out a key to this new land of Forever

with you...

inside your heart...

pass this door...

after these 9 years...

I have chosen to accept

me

who is not He.

Today,

I am moving into this new house of thoughts

in this new land of Forever

inside your heart

pass this door

after 9 years

...I still love you, regardless.