You are sooo familiar!but your identity is still unknown to me.
Shall I call you confusement? or a perplex befuddle
of bewilderment.
Do you go by the alias of prolonged
bemuse?
or better yet, a sporadic state of....w o n d e r i n g !
Will a new day ever rise
to applaude my curiosity eavesdropping on
discerning visions?
or will this curiosity mature to be
big and strong enough to sprint away from
your inquiry, only to break
sound's speed with the
interrogation of "what-ifs?"
"What-ifs?!" Many "what-ifs?" I do have!
They usually commence my daydream sentences and
often end up as wishes beginning with a
singular declarative "I" that commands them to be
surreal enough to crossover into reality.
Wishes that make the reality cut always
substantiate during the most untimely affairs;
while those plausibly unfortunate wishes,
someway or another, never cease to bust loose
with ironic sledge-hammers and de' ja vu
warfare.
I am held captive in this sporadic state!
for my mind is wondering how curious I will ever be to
start cross-examining the prosecution of
"what-ifs?" and succeed my daydream sentences with:
"I wish I were very sure of this oBvIoUs DiFfErEnCe
that you so strongly give off!"
In you, I see an oBvIoUs DiFfErEnCe
but as an outsider, I can only speculate on your suspicious
behavior and consipiring tidings I hear whispering
in the air.
Your superficial eggshell,
fragile and cracked,
leaks with seeping yokes of
conspicuous hidings that are anxious
to COME OUT!
NOW! Make your oBvIoUs DiFfErEnCe a KNOWN SIMILARITY to
me so all my traveling thoughts about an individual
of ponder, meditation, question, and
wonder
I identify as "YOU!"
might someday come true.
Everything about this was hot! Even the title! Missing your words Jamar!