Many lonely days and nights have passed since
we parted ways with the winds of the East and the West.
I speak to you as the lonesome traveler
of the Way of Eastern Winds.
Many new experiences lay ahead of me;
Many challenging tasks stretch beyond me,
but a love I shared with you
is not evident on this road.
Guided by the Eastern Winds and walking on
the way separate from your path,
I stop in response to an incoming
breeze from the opposite direction.
The breeze is warm,
The breeze is soothing,
The breeze is very real,
and unsurprisingly,
this breeze is quite familiar.
I turn around to
see in the distance
that fateful crossroads
where you disengaged our
love that was blessed with
the eternity of the stars.
Hard I try to keep the thoughts of our past love
submerged in the nether regions of my subconscious,
so I may be able to happily
continuate down the Way of Eastern Winds.
But the incoming breezes unceasingly procreate
wave after wave of winds from the Western Way.
Bittersweet to me are these Western Winds,
for they bring you back to me without
ever actually returning you in my life.
These winds smell of you;
feel of you;
and remind me of you;
but I'm teased by the fact that
these winds are not YOU.
As these waves of Western Winds wrap around me,
I begin to have painful regrets
about the unfinished business of
our past love.
Hoping that one day, you'll hear my words,
I whisper sweet somethings to the Western Winds,
saying:
"If we were still together, I would've
held you tighter in my arms and held
your hand while we proceeded to our
place of love-making."
"I would've allowed my spoken word to verbally
roll off my tongue and into your heart, making
you realize that he can't love you like I love
you; and yes,
"I would've kissed your forehead and told you that
in my eyes, YOU.....YOU......YOU are more beautiful
than the sight of autumn leaves gracefully falling."
I watch the Western Winds carry away my whispers to the
Western Way,
with the strong feeling that you will hear
my words someday after all.
I speak to you as the lonesome traveler of the way
of the Eastern Winds.
I'll take great delight in experiencing new
wonders of the world;
I'll complete those challenging tasks with a
new sense of mastery;
but a love I shared with you
is a bittersweet memory that'll
always be reoccurring breezes
of the Winds of the Western Way.