My theory,
The Brownsoul Theory,
is something you might not be able to understand.
First of all,
I'm not your average
sixteen year old Black male.
Contrary to what America wants to believe,
I'm young, gifted, and might I add,
BLACK!
Unlike the seemingly "typical" Black male my age,
I don't parade around everywhere and declare
myself a grown man.
Unlike the seemingly "typical" Black male my age,
I don't think about drugs, money, sex, and
thug life all the time.
Unlike the seemingly "typical" Black male my age,
I believe that I have a purpose in life;
A purpose that is centered around strengthening
myself mentally, physically, and emotionally so
that one day, I might be able to strengthen my
Black people as a whole.
Second of all,
If you can't except me for who I am,
then get out of my face,
becuz JAMAR is gonna be JAMAR,
no matter what you or others may think.
Am I suppose to apologize for
not being on the varsity basketball team;
not being the most popular person in school;
not being a follower;
being smart and wanting a promising future.
Am I suppose to apologize becuz I listen to other kinds
of music other than rap!
Now don't get me wrong, I luv rap just like y'all do,
but every rap lyric doesn't have to be about
degrading our sistas,
killing our brothas,
destroying our lives with drugs & violence.
You may not agree with me, but we're destroying
our own people.
When you have three year olds running around
"droppin it like its hot" or saying curse
words more than they sing the alphabet,
then it is more than evident that
something is wrong.
Lastly,
my young black brothas and sistas,
stop tryin to be gangstas,
cuz y'all just fakstahs,
and real gangstas end up in jail, dead, or
lost to the world forever.
The life of drugs & gang-bangin ain't all glitzy
and glamorous. Its horrible! And the Ghetto is not
a place that should be glorified! And I'm not saying
that you should forget where you came from. I'm
saying that you should stop advertising it like its
the Ritz-Carlton Hotel.
The Ghetto is the place where White society secludes
the lingering 30% of our Black Americans so they
can kill each other & make a bad name for all
of us. But they know not what they do, for
its our responsibility as the 70% of our
Black Americans who have "made it" to
educate and help our brothas and
sistas in the ghettos across
America.
Before I close, I can't stress enough the importance
of respect for our heritage. You are not an African
American! You are a BLACK American, and be proud of
it! We don't need to "go back" to Africa! America is
our home! We have 500 years of men and women who helped
to build this country, who died to give us a better
place in this country, and you're going to disregard
all of that by not voting and allowing White people to
use the word NIGGA like its another catch phrase in pop
culture!
This is my theory........
THE BROWNSOUL THEORY.
Take it or leave it!
Damn! Preach that! I LOVED the title, (its what caught my eye) and then to just hear your words! Yeah, I said HEAR, not read. I felt like you were performing on Open Mic nite! I truly love, adore, and appreciate this piece. Thank you for writing it. It lets me know there's hope in this world afterall.