Blown kisses blew from my kiss of 'fuk it'
My future I condemned to biting the dust
Proclamations, Declarations, Representations
I made of my so-called individuality
A scarsity in time I heralded my personality to be
Blown kisses from the last stanza blew back to me
to trade saliva & tonsil communion
in wrapped-tongue intercourse
Fast livin' in the streets-to-sheets,
I let the fast-life have its way
with my sleek-to-chic body over & over
'til there wuz no virginity left to have way with...
Still...
I flew high/
No lie/
You know dis/BALLIN'....
in a game I crafted from wayward high-jinks
I flew high/
No lie/
You know dis/becuz I wuz sure to let it be known to the masses
that I wuz such a free-spirit...fly'n high, on lies, & I knew dis - wait'n on myself to crash & burn & raise yet again, to do it all over again...
Blown kisses blow from these lips in present time
breezed by today's winds
& transported adrift
in a current
leading somewhere, hopefully not nowhere,
but def'ntly anywhere where somewhere
nowhere
& anywhere
comingle to balance out my wildAzz ways
Blown kisses blow from these lips to future time
packaged in wild oats I've sewn
as seeds to sew in royal fields
to reap a harvest of future wild oats to be sewn
in a more cautious fashion
Blown kisses blow from these lips of past time
as boomerang pecks on both my cheeks
from both my 18th & 19th years
I so stubbornly kissed goodbye
ungrateful of my youth's advantage
& mercy's will for greatness in my life
I am a free-spirit
Proud in my ways
Seduced by my own charm
...but I'd take back any blown kiss to do it all over again & do right by my life's proper sane function.