trapped consent in a world of greed
this will be my final melody
nobody can bring me down to my knees
i struggled hard trying not to remember
all my painful memories
i increase my boundaries
tighted up my borders
not letting anyone leave
nor come in to my heart
the world i live in is dark
ghosts and demons surround
never see me with a smile
my life is like a battle
i cant win yet never
can i complete
all this hatered in my soul
when i die will my soul go home
or remain in the dark pits
of hell where i remain cold
who can i trust i cant anymore
all have done me wrong
friends turned into enemies
lively in a state of mizzery
as they all mention me
im a desgrace to my history
i shouldnt even be alive
yet im here still alive
lookin forward never backwards
live my life not as a curse
as they lay me in a hoarse
who will miss me
as they put me down 6 feet deep
as you see my tombstone
here lies a man who died alone
hope he rests now and returns home
this is my dying wish
before it happens im trapped
and never can i leave