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Spending Christmas Alone
the 21st christmas in my life
yet nobody by my side
no presents for me to unwrap
just lonelyness in my heart
i spend all my holidays alone
but who remembers me
i am lonely mizzery
my family dont pay attention to me
my friends abondend me
its just me and only me
i never had a good christmas
never have evered recieved a gift
it seems i dont even exist
this year my only wish
was to be with my daughter
but how if she is far
and her mother dont have
a caring heart
im a failure
i dont deserve to live
nomore
my heart is tored
i have suffered
my soul is deepest black
my heart has the deepest cut
who am i to judge
im just a mistake to all
there all waiting for me to fall
i wish i had friends
to spend the holidays with
but yet this christmas
im spending it alone
my heart long gone
my life nearly destroyed
i will spend it out in the cold
