You don't know what it's like.
You will never understand.
I wish you could walk in my shoes.
And see how overwhelming it is.
Sometimes I wish I could talk to you.
These voices wont give up until I am dead.
My emotion's are strong and scattered.
Sometimes I just want to end it.
But you wouldn't understand.
I wish your could see.
I wish I wasn't me.
I will never be what you want me to be and I am sorry.
I love you, please forgive me.