As I awake on this foggy morn
I know I have lost again.
I just cant seem to be able to do
what I know in my heart I should.
What is holding me back?
Fear of rejection, per diem.
What is it that I lack?
The stalwart soul of the warrior.
As a man I am meant to conquer
these niggling little doubts that
hide in the recessed corners of my mind.
Yet I reside in the clutches of trepidation
that pulls me down into the
reaches of crushing oblivion.
Will I ever escape?
Or will I dwell forever inside myself?
I hide behind written word
trying to shield my twisted face
from the ripping winds of judgement.
I truly wish to be your new flame,
to dance with you in the infinite depths
of hate disgised as love.
I just want for you to be happy
with me, the loser.
I want you to make me a new man.
Today I stake my claim
in the wilds oif young love;
yet I am not the hardy frontiersman.
I write poetry, for lifes sake.
poofs
You're like my little buddy.
You'll be OK.
KS
You are better than she thinks.
haha thanks man. She is now
haha thanks man. Youre my buddy too. She is now my girlfriend, so all is good. Im just awk on the phone.