I know that I was wrong
I know that I'm a liar
I know I'm not too strong
to brave hellish pits of fire.
I know I said I'd call you
I know I never did
though a hundred beauties befall you
I ran away and hid.
I can only express my love in secret
in the voids of cyberspace
ever since the very day we met
I couldnt say it to your face.
I know my words were empty
the promises are broken
together we were sinning
breaking vows unspoken
You told me that you cheated
I felt so empty inside
my trust in you deleted
a crushing blow to pride
you said it was a problem of neglect
a claim I cant refute
so afraid that you'd reject
mannerisms flames of old found cute.
I dont know if I'll miss you
on the day you take your leave
but I know I'll never kiss you
yet in love I still believe
I never showed you the words of my soul
the tears I shed in ruin
behind the eyes as black as coal
I dont know what I'm doing.